Where did it go?
Saturday was a big blur with moving in the dish cabinet (final update later) and the game. It was a great game and I always enjoy going to a game when we win. I’m not one of these that can have fun while losing. I would rather be at home where I can go in the yard and throw something. Then stress eat the pantry.
Yesterday was rough. High sugar, headache, raging fit, tornado video at church, long day getting groceries and cleaning stuff at wal-mart, 4 weeks of cleaning and laundry, and more crying. Just a bad day.
Ever feel stuck? I’m in a 4 week struggle with feeling stuck. This race is making my mind play tricks on me. I need a long run and it didn’t happen this weekend. I’m now wondering if I can even run/walk the 26.2. I know my life won’t be over if I don’t finish….but I’m having a hard time really convincing myself it will be okay. It has been on the forefront of my mind for months and I’m not ready to give up, but I don’t see how I can do it at this point in my (lack of) marathon fitness. And it’s literally making me crazy.
Oh well. Happy Monday.